Bas ek swaal hai

Haan ye sach hai!

Ki tujhe haste dekh mai khush hota hun

Ki roz teri taarif karna chahta hun,

par kambakht bol nahi paata

Ki tujhe dekhke mujhe kuch yaad nai rehta

Teri naarazgi mai seh nai pata,

Aajbhi kaafi cheezo mein baccha hun mai

Par kya bura hun mai?

Haan mai baakio ki tarah bol nai pata,

isi liye har baar likh leta hun,

sab kuch bataya nai hoga maine tujhe,

Par har ek cheez tujhse kehna chahta hun.

Ki kisi roz agar tu puchegi mujhse, to keh dunga

Ki tera har nakhra mujhe manzoor hai,

Teri har naraazgi mujhe qubool hai,

Bhale hi hum tere apne logon mein na ho paaye

Sirf tu, aur sirf tu hi mera noor hai

Ki kabhi hum thak jaaye toh ye mat samajhna,

Ki tujhse naaraz hai hum,

Bas kisi roz tu puchegi toh bataunga tujhe,

Ki ye toh mera pagalpan hai jo mai jaa raha hun,

Ki tujhe kuch bol na dun isi liye jaa raha hun,

Haan shyad aaj bhi darr lagta hai,

Ki tu kahin tu chali na jaaye

Isi liye rishte mita raha hun,

Par fir bhi pyar bohot hai tumse

Bas ek sawaal hai tujhse,

Ki mai bura toh nahin hun na?

A bit old school

Yes! You read that right. I am a bit old school which I suppose makes me different from the fast moving life we have today. There have been many changes from writing letters to your loved ones to swiping tinder dates. Having long conversations without phones and actually being into each other and trusting them blindly rather than texting and being away from each other even when you are together. I suppose i like to go at my own pace, a bit slowly not going with the crowd, though being called a misfit into the society but it's okay.

I still love those midnight talks and early morning walks. People are sleepy but their words are true and without any confusion and showoff, just their inner self in front of me whom I can trust and even lower my wall. Yes I don't share that much but I still am interested in knowing peoples memories and feelings because it just tells who they are and even I might be able to share and increase the bond. I am curious enough to know how people can start writing notes on notepad and I just can't read a book without feeling the pages and having the smell of the flower that long time back used to be our bookmark. I know things have changed and the world is moving fast but am I the only one who still considers that a kiss on forehead means much more than itself and a hug increases the connection between hearts. 

I know I speak bit less so I write and want to ask you all that aren't our memories a door to each others heart or is it still the swag and the fake things of the materialistic world that brings us together. Where in the world full of bold, sexy and hot I am still looking for cute and madness. I might have found but isn't this the thing that we are looking for or is it something else? I don't mind being a bit old school when it comes to respecting others as their sentiments are not to be hurt. Sometimes I do speak harsh words but apologize quickly as they might be hurt or I failed to understand them. In the world full of taking I still believe in giving more because that is what is happiness.

There are lots of things which I can add in these and I, not being a professional might have grammatical mistakes as I tried to connect. Yes! I am a bit old school and I suppose it's okay for me at least now.